Saturday, February 23, 2019

Resolve

Resolve is a word I have always read but never come to a full understanding of. As a passionate person I become hyped by new eyes and ways of thinking. However, being this personality means I love motivation and once the interest past the motivation fades and I no longer have a WANT to do those things. Case-in-piont, bought a violin to learn to play, it's now sitting in the corner of my media room gathering dust. A beautiful handcrafted, wooden ornimate. Or buying workout clothes, determined to go to the gym. They still have the tags on them.

Now, months after starting this blog  about personal health, eating better, feeling fulfilled I am at the same weight and same predicament as previously. So my word, my life word must become RESOLVE.

The dictionary defines it as to decide firmly on a course of action. A consistent change. For me, I tend to slip into complacency and old habits, something that I seem most do. So I have goals with incentives, a plan you could say.

My goals:

Weight loss through healthy eating
Be more productive.
Learn an instrument.
Learn a language.
Less screen time.
Read more.
Travel.

Each goal has its own hurdles. But seeing my husband starting to transform his body and mind makes me wish to do the same. So here I am, day one, let's start fresh and see where it takes me. My focus is a happier, healthier, maybe leaner me who has learned a skill that is fulfilling.

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